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2024-08-19 I was once privileged to be shared a belief that another Bi-Polar person had had delusions they possessed super powers and believed in monsters. I was honoured because these thoughts have circled my mind before, sometimes as if taking over the whole river of my subconscious and clouding it with dark shadowy and murky…
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2024-08-17 As I woke into a blurred state of consciousness induced by a rather off balancing and new to me (both in quantity and from requiring zero mental health medication immediately previously) cocktail of medication few months back, an inner monologue began. I was in the middle of a temporary breakup from my wife and…
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2024-08-17 On a daily basis I question my whole reality; my whole life; all the choices that I have made in it and whether or not I actually had a choice; if my life is a true reflection of me / the world / the universe / life in general / life less general; and…
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2024-08-16 I have often felt suspended in the world in manner that others don’t visually appear to be. It feels the same as a dew drop suspended in a spiders web on a spring morning, not having any hands to grab onto anything (metaphorically speaking) and not knowing if I will lose my adhesion and…
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2024-08-09 I believe that 2 separate beings what we could only explain as an entity called God were responsible for the creation of all life that exists today. It some how mapped out infinity before it existed, so that anything could exist. We all lived infinite lives before we had even started, until it’s work…