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[Written: 2024-12-23] My wandering mind leads to my wandering soul, You are tied into every memory that I could possibly own. I feel myself falling like water through a sieve, Even though I can’t hold onto you now, I know you were life’s perfect gift. With ordinary words, you speak in my memory, My whole…
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[Written: 2024-12-15] I am found in the confusion. In the confusion I am found. I am found in my confusion. I am found in a confusion. The confusion is mine and mine alone. The confusion belongs to others and I need not worry about it. The confusion is mine, and it is shared. All statements…
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[Written: 2024-12-15] I get to points that I feel so broken and damaged that I am near death. Then somehow I feel I am lowered by angels to a place soft enough to land. My head feels heavy an to me it’s like lifting the whole world. After some time, I manage to pull it…
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[Written: 2024-12-10] Today I feel like that, the fat Christmas turkey. It feels I was took in, raised in shelter and warmth, and fed ample food until I was barely able to move. Then my time was over, my neck snapped, my body basted and roasted, and devoured by a hungry family. My bones discarded…
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[Written: 2024-12-11] For a second, my love, I see you, a clear outline in my memories. But, then you blur into everything and everyone. I mark out your edges when I write, as I try to remember you again, hoping it makes sense to at least one of us.