Being Bi-Polar can sometimes feel like being told to do something; and then once it has been done, being told it your choice and your fault for doing it. Like even a breathe of air can and has to be justified; like even a thought has to be explained before you are allowed to dwell in shame about it.
It also has the tendency to appear as one (myself (/or the self) in this case) not only has the ability to; but does take on board everything and anything that other’s say; but no matter how much one takes on, the other will still make it seem like it is your fault, and will stand firm in denial of any deflection of their own (i.e. individual / group / world agreement of used terms) self; and their own inner thoughts / habits / inner workings / or functioning’s.
It seems that whatever wormhole / gravity well that opens in the bi-polar brain also happens in the “normal” / other brain.
But such is life; and at least we are connected
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