Forgive me if I am Quiet Today

2024-08-03

Forgive me if I am quiet today, my mind cannot hold any more words right now. It’s not anything that you have done, nor is it a dislike for you that I have. It is not anything that you have done at all. It is the endless words that have come from endless directions, which hit my mind and soul as if barrages of machine gun bullets tearing through my physical body. I have to rearrange who I am and scavenge memory paper to write down the words in lead that have been spoken. They sit heavy in my head. To you they are just words, to me they are a loss of identity. Don’t be upset, I might just love you, but forgive me for being quiet today.

4 responses to “Forgive me if I am Quiet Today”

  1. MelliAnne avatar
    MelliAnne

    My unique and beautiful son. Write your words, they will help. These words are treasure, stored for another day.

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    1. Adam (Tanster1080) avatar

      Thank you MoBear. Big hugs x πŸ€— x

  2. Yasmin avatar
    Yasmin

    Yeah, it happens .. too many words going around in that head. They won’t calm down so it’s good that you got it out this way. My mind is blocked too jeez

    1. Adam (Tanster1080) avatar

      I appreciate that it’s not just me πŸ€— it’s partially a defence and partially an explanation of why we get this way. The words are helping me process it though, it’s like a double edged sword 🀣 we shall get there before we know it though

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